Saturday, 05 March 2011

Friday, 25 February 2011

  • battlebookz

    He left for Kanchanaburi five hours ago, back in sixteen days. Our longest separation yet, hmm. I shall spend this two weeks plus to prepare for all the assignments and start studying for midterms. I'm so gonna do this right, up is the only way to go for my GPA.

    Uni apps again. Fingers crossed.

    Stay safe dar, hear from you soon <3

Sunday, 13 February 2011

  • #14

    So it's back to full force now, school I mean. So much inertia to really do anything, I've been trying to clear as much readings as I can to reduce backlog, but ahh, it's still there. I have to psych myself to study harder now, I REALLYREALLY WANNA IMPROVE MY GPA OR AT LEAST KEEP IT AS IT IS. Go me. Woohoo.

    Today's been really nice and relaxed with my dear boy, I actually like not doing anything and just soaking in each other's presence <3

Wednesday, 02 February 2011

  • rollercoaster

    we're like sitting together on a rollercoaster ride, going through all the ups and downs. mostly, it's like we're riding up the slope, everything feels pretty calm and relaxing, we enjoy the scenery from above, everything's cool, everything's great. and then, we reach the peak of the rollercoaster. downhill we go, screaming our lungs out, everything's going by too quickly, we're holding on to the handrails so tightly, the ride seems so rough, our bums barely staying to the seats, our feet not grounded at all, everything's just a big blur. blood rushing far too quickly, irrational thoughts running through minds, hearts pumping faster than usual, we just can't quite keep as calm as we were when going uphill.

    then the ride comes to an end, and everything returns to its original calm state again. and as much as you hated all those parts when the ride goes downhill, you're still glad you took the ride, not just for the experience though. being in love's just like that. after all, what truly matters is you're not in it alone, and that other one person will always be there no matter what.

    <3

Wednesday, 12 January 2011

  • counting my blessings

    I dislike that I didn't get to work properly this break at all, well, not counting tuition, that is.
    I dislike that I went for an interview feeling so excited and accomplished cos the manager said he'll arrange an afternoon shift for me, only to find out, two weeks later, that he had forgotten about me and then he tells me i'm not hired, which means, clearly he was just patronizing me during the interview.
    I dislike that I can't be financially independent at all.
    I dislike that I can't spend as freely as I want, and I'm not even referring to shopping.
    I dislike that my mum treats my sister differently from me.

    Ohwells. As much as things may seem pretty sucky at times, I do have many other things to be thankful about too.

    I'm thankful that I'm done with one semester of uni, and only have seven more to go, and everything seems quite fine so far.
    I'm thankful that I can be who I truly want to be, even though I eat so much and isn't exactly the slimmest lady around, I'm free to be who I am, and that makes me happy (:
    I'm thankful for my family, my mum (I know she cares la), my dad, my sister and my brother, I am <3
    I'm thankful that I have friends who I don't quite get to meet up with as often as I should, yet we still always look out for one another and I know they still care, and they know that I still care for them too.
    I'm thankful that I have a best friend who I can talk just about anything to, who cares about me just as much as I care for him, who never judges me for my thoughts and words, who treats me for the person I truly am.
    There are really alot more, I could go on forever, but I gotta head to bed now. So here's the most important one:

    I'm thankful I'm in love with my best friend <3